Holidays!

finals - DONE.
cant wait for christmas to come. :D
in the meantime, im gonna spend like a week after finals in KL.
so, decided to fill it with lots of activities b4 i start rotting in the room. ahahaha

These were my initial plan:
Sunday - Drink at Overtime n b4 dat cook awesome spaghetti n celebrate my hausmate's bday
Monday to wednesday - Go penang with (ray, nic, lissa, sam&bf)
Thurs to Sat - Go melaka with (shereen, gayle, luc)
Sat nite - Family dinner (aunt's bday)
Sunday - chill and swim at my brother's place in Puchong
Monday - head back to taiping

awesome plan rite?
but din really turn out the way i want it to be.

penang was cancelled. so all the plans have to reschedule

sunday - go PD n Melaka with ray, cass, nic, lissa, michele n a fren
Monday - hausmate's bday/cook
tuesday - went nisha's place with intan n nic to swim then went shopping
wed- PACKING FOR MELAKA N TAIPING (IT WAS HELL)
thursday to sat - melaka :D

cant wait to go back taiping tho..
this time im going back like damn late
balik je, next day have to go caroling ady. (hopefully i remember my parts XD)

anyways, i wish everyone a blessed Christmas and a Happy-No-Resolution-New-Year. :D

Laser Tag!

new laser tag arena at mid valley! its at the same floor as the GSC cinema but its on the other end (north court).

about 6 person a team i guess. (can be less)

more info, check out www.galacticlaser.com

closing the chapter

its almost the end of another sem. n i juz feel like i started the sem like a month ago. this sem is kinda awesome actually cos im like hanging out alot and for the 1st time ever, i dont feel like staying at home. but, it does get slightly over-powered by my emo-ness which started at the earlier part of the sem.
anyways, i had my AWESOME-MEST 21st birthday ever. cant thank you enough ppl!
finally get to swim @nisha's place <3
drink quite alot.. well more than usual.
get to know more awesome frens cos of HMN2 <3
officially club-ed
lost a little weight! <3 *awesome*
but hate the emo part.
and srm is a killer!
dat final assgt was my longest streak ever. started doin at 1pm until 6.30am the next day. wth rite? and got up at 8.30 for comm theory class which i shudve skipped. ugh.
but finishing srm is like taking off 3/4 of the burden! hahahah!

to be continued after finals. hehe.

crazy weekend

last Friday was suppose to be the busiest day. but as usual some plans cancelled in the morning n nite. anyways, i get to sleep more. so its fine. :D
went to MMS meeting around 12pm. saw the halloween buttons. damn happy. hahahaha
anyways, halloween's around the corner so, we're organizing a halloween party in college n its gonna be freaking awesome!
after dat, went for 2pm class. got a bit frustrated n confused cos i still cant understand the 3rd assgt, so does most of the people in class! hahahahah.

Went to swim after class at nisha's place. need to release stress >.<
i wanted to have Sushi Zanmai actually but the queue is so freaking long..
so, me, intan, nisha n nic went sakae instead. the food was 'ok'. i'd still prefer Zanmai or even sushi king. hehehehe

Then, went to kacau intan at her shop! ngehehehe. well, just chillin' la actually.
went home around 11+ i think. Then i was like so freaking tired cos, im out the whole day but its good. =)

i was sleeping soundly around 12+ and suddenly these guys (julius, sushan, kc, liangyew aka cumface) came knocking on my door so freaking loud! i had to wake up. gosh! i was really deep into sleep.
then kena force go choy kee yamcha. >.<
i think somehow they r pretty high..but duno wat made them high tho. LOL
so, ended up in choy kee with sushan, kc, cumface, julius n glaiza. ate INDOMEE GORENG! AWESOME SHIT I TELL YOU. best indomee goreng around my area.
then we started to talk crap as usual. total crap. nothing serious in the whole 3 hour conversation at all. WTF rite? oh, then saw andy s well in choy kee after his gaming stuff in blitz. LOL

went home around 5am. >.< then fell on the bed n slept. too tired to say anything. hahaha.
woke up around 9.30am.. not enough sleep! but the maintenance guy gotta fix the a/c. so yeah. n nisha's here already to do the deco for HALLOWEEN.
all girls came in the morning. so we had our work done wwaaaayyyy faster than usual.
it was fun. then later the guys came, all went lazy n play monopoly cards. hahahahah!
Later, we went banana leaf rest for dinner but i wasnt eating cos somehow, i was emo-ing real bad. so, no appetite.

back at home, everyone was super lazy. hahahaha. damn funny. anyways, everything sort of ended around 12.30am. n sushan n i kinda slept around 1.30am. surprising eh? but i really had 2 looonnnggg and tiring days but its all good =)

Broga Hills

planed to go for a hike at Broga Hills since last week. and as usual, last minute ffk-ed by afew people >.<"
i guess we'll just have to get used to it but.. *sigh
anyways, oni 3 of us went (me, nic and lissa) but it was totally worth it. so yeah.

we did not make it in time for the sunrise, but the view was still spectacular n awesome. the hiking part was pretty tiring but i made it! hahaha. going downhill was also a challenge. slippery n kinda steep.

The breeze at the top was awesome. i could just sit on the big rock for hours admiring the view n enjoy the mild breeze. it was very calming and for a moment, u just forget about everything else and be amazed of God's creation.

all in all a good trip. next time must go for the other 3 hills! =)

pathetic

i am pathetic.
thr's some point in life dat i often think dat why am i here. i wish i never existed and stuff. and this is it. idk how im gonna deal with this shit but hopefully i'll get over it asap. cos ive been emo for more than a week. almost 2 nao. n i have a feeling dat its gonna last for a very very long time. fml. i blame no one..for now. haha

im so addicted to this song rite nao.

Just a Dream by Nelly

I was thinking about her (him)
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

this is just one part of the song. go hear it in youtube.

*sigh*
emo sial.

Twenty One!!

im officially 21 and im feeling old. but mom said im still very kid-dy. wth. =.=
anyways, had a blast for my bday. barbecue n club. thing just cant be better than this. awesome night indeed. celebrated with close friends in college n my crazy housemates! hahaha. skipped 8am class..its wayy too impossible to wake up so early to go to class.

anyways, i havent celebrated my bday in years. so, this is freaking awesome.
ok i talk too much.







My thankyou List!

PhuiMan
Intan
Sushan
Nisha
Raymond
Nicholas
Lissa
Alex
Rachel
Priscilla
Hwan
Julius
Glaiza
Sandra
and also to the ppl who wished me on Facebook! Love u guys to death. haha

Tumblr!

hey guys. im also using Tumblr at the moment. here's my link

www.josephineswf.tumblr.com

if u have Tumblr, dun forget to link me as well. =)

cheers~

short preview

this is a short 1.. for fun. since ive got nothing to do.
im still doin some adjustments to the whole song. hopefully will be able to upload asap.

this is a very simple song, Secrets by One Republic. i was bored so i decided to randomly play it on the piano. hahaha.
i played my own style so its not gonna be the same as the ori on k.

oh and after this, i think im gonna play When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus. ;)

another bad day.

slept at 5am n woke up at 7.30am. bad idea.
actually i woke up at 7.20 thanks to my mom =.="
she woke me up n told me it was 7.30am already. wth. i did put my alarm on. please dont wake me up before dat. ugh. 10minutes of sleep means alot to me.

anyways, i was suppose to play piano this morning in church. i had a feeling dat im gonna screw it badly and i did. *sigh* i think this time's the worst ive played. potong stim terus. the backup singers were singing in different timing all of a sudden. wth?
gosh. i was hoping dat the service wud end asap. i felt so freaking discouraged. somehow everythin does not sound right.
i felt really2 bad. i just kept quiet anyway.

back home, i was really tired, n i slept for quite awhile trying to forget all the not-so-good stuff dat happened to me. and Chelsea just lost the COmmunity Shield. wtf.

i hope the plan to Hillsong is gonna work out andi'll will be going with Linda and Ern Wei. so its gonna be a blast. i hope.

n im ffk-ed. again.

Friends?

i am really shocked that how people can change from a decent schoolgirl to a selfish self-centered person who can just do anything to get whatever he/she wants. seriously, i dont need a friend like this. i do not hate you, but i just dont wanna be around with you dat much. You might say forgive with open hearts, minds or whatever shit thr is, but what is open heart when u trash other people again in public or to other friends? SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?

who are you to judge other people? you are not God. hypocrite.

anyways, lets put this aside,

i love the days when i was in form five when i found some of my best friends but unfortunately it does not last cos when they have new friends, they eventually forgot about you. i suppose we're very immature at dat time.

i found my BFFs in form6. its a good thing that i transferred to King Edward school. i was first worried cos only like 4 or 5 people that i know from convent decided to be transfered from DB. but it was a great experience meeting new people from all different schools. it definitely opened up a whole new level of seeing things differently with so many different people. If i were to stick in DB, i think i will just know the few frens that i knew from Convent or maybe 1 or 2 new frens.

i feel like form 6 is a great way to built up the maturity of thinking in a person. cos i really start to see things differently, accepting who they are n what they are. some friends maybe be bad in some other things like eg. relationships. but they are still my best friends when we come together. we dont judge people that much. we accept who they are. well, unless they betrayed us or back-stabbed but it nvr happened tho.

we have so many things to talk about if we were having a small gathering or watsoever. but i were to be with my form5 classmates, i feel like i have nothing to talk about. even with my used-to-be best friends which now became my hi-howareyou-bye friends.

it is totally diferent with my friends in form6. when we c each other, we were like all so excited and cant wait to start the conversation like thr's so much to talk about. we go for trips together and we seriously enjoy ourselves very much. you know who you are ;)

college friends! haha. always plan benda x jadi jadi. =.=" but u guys are still my great friends! hahahahaha

Lost my 4year-old cellphone

*sigh* i lost my cellphone today, while hanging at Starbucks. i searched everywhr for it but its gone. i was pretty frustrated n depressed cos

1. i bought dat phone with my OWN money
2. it is 4 years old (although it is not worth much nowadays, it has a great sentimental value to me)
3. i have over 400 contact numbers in my phone (not mentioning all the pictures)
im gonna have a hard time collectin them back

gosh! im so fucked up. it has been a bad year so far. i lost my two of the most important things

1. my purse - in January
2. my Phone - Today. EFF.
3. my PTPTN got rejected

probably i'll just use some cheap 60bucks phone for the time being. i dont even have a replacement phone rite now.
i might just fall apart anytime. and im going to be 'botak' soon. =.="
my hair keep falling off like crazy. maybe im just too stressed out or depressed.
nobody's gonna understand. so, i might as well keep it to myself then or i think im just gonna whine complain n write all this shit in my blog. lol

Above all, i still put my faith n trust in God that He has a plan for me and He will make my paths straight. =)

cheers~

goodbye 1st year.

today's the last day of the short semester. time flies, yeah. i had four presentations and so many reports to finish but all went well. so, thank God. seriously. cos i tot i was gonna screw one badly but instead the marks were way wayyyy better than i expected.
For now, im pretty sure ive passed all my subjects based on my assgt marks so i'll just have to work hard for the finals hoping that i'll get an A or at least a B.

anyways, had the last lunch for this sem with Hwan, Phui Man, a-new-friend(cant remember her name. ps: i suck at names. so yeah), sushan, nisha, rubha, intan and rachel. it was fun. its been a long time since we had lunch with so many people. cos normally its just like 4 of us.

i cant believe im going into 2nd year next semester (and my PTPTN belum sampai!! WTF?!). i felt like i juz enrolled for my course like last month or sumthin. im still working on what to take for minor cos i flipped thru econs book in the library. looks kinda hard cos i thought of minoring in finance or sumthin so i can work as investor relations. but now i have second thoughts. no idea whether i can manage it or not.

i still cant believe its been a year. hahaha.
cant wait to finish my finals n go party n then get home! =)

SIXTY-FOUR

wats with the title? LOL. its my 64th blog post actually.
anyways, started my new sem 2 weeks ago and im already having a group assignment due-ing this friday. scaryyy..
3 subjects in short sem might turn out to be bad. but so far i still can catch up with my lecturers. thr's so much to do in a month. assgt due dates, quiz, presentation n finals!! gosh. pls do cross ur fingers for me. thankyou. =)

oh yea, i went for the blood donation thingy last week. i was excited and at the same time, thr's always the "fear" of the needles occuring every minute. i used me persuasion skills to persuade Intan to join me.hahaha. so we both went for it. oh btw, this is my second time donating blood.

it went well for me but not Intan. Apparently her blood is not flowing, got stuck.hahaha. then the nurses had to take out the needle n put it in again.eeeeeee..freaking scary. anyways, she decided to not continue.

after dat, i went hunting for free food at the back (hehe) n then decided to skip my last class n go home. i was a little uncomfy. so i go up the stairs+SSSSS to take a bus home. i was like "oh shit! i think im gonna faint anytime". i told intan i had to take a seat at mcd's cos i have the feeling im gonna pass out anytime.

and yes, b4 i could reach MCd's, i PASSED OUT! gosh. i shudnt have taken the stairs so early.. intan had a serious shock and still in trauma until the next day. i tot it was funny cos she was really freaking out. hahahahha.

i think i was OFF for about 2 minutes but i managed to sit down on the pavement.
oh yeah, n guess wat. Mahsa College(nursing college) was just next door and there r so many students walking pass us and nobody offered any help when my friend asked.
the nursing student juz asked what happend and walked away. WTF?! u guys seriously suck! Poor Intan..hehehe. but luckily thr was sumbody elder helping. thanks!

later then, i took a cab home with INTAN. oh yea, thank you so much for 'teman-ning' me..hehehehe

anyways, thr's gonna be a huge event coming the next 2 weeks. NTV7 is coming to college to audition for newscaster and giving a talk on internships n stuff.
me, nisha n intan's gonna be incharge for the event. so hopefully its gonna be fun..haha oh yea, they have a big truck coming in with games n some fun thing going on outside. cant wait!

JUNE is gonna be super busy cos lotsa things happening n events n assignments n 6 birthday babies. well, since we college student are kinda poor, (hehe) we decided to have a pool party to celebrate all 6 together. awesome! save cost. hahahahaha.
im very excited for it n will definitely blog n upload pics. so wait for it!

looking foward to sixty-five!

HE is my strength

it has been a while since i go to church, i think about 3 weeks.. i really felt that ive lost touch with God for a long time and have not read his words in a while. i was so down today (on the inside), so preassurized like i really lost hope and i have no mood at all to study or do anything. thr's a point when i felt like giving up everything but i have my parents to think of. so, dat sort of keep me away from those thoughts for a moment.

since i had no intention of studying or watsoever, i decided to go look for random videos on youtube.
then, i heard this song:

You are my strength
Strength like no other
Strength like no other
Reaches to me

You are my hope
Hope like no other
Hope like no other
Reaches to me

In the fullness of Your grace
In the power of Your Name
You lift me up
You lift me up

Unfailing love
Stronger than mountains
Deeper than oceans
Reaches to me

Your love O Lord
Reaches to the heavens
Your faithfulness
Reaches to the skies

it is an amazing song. it just pop out the right time when i realy needed motivation and support.
these lyrics are just like God talking to me. He is my strength, he is my hope and i know i can count on HIM.
I will put all my faith n trust in HIM and he will lift me up and reach out to me.

then i decided to have a short session of worship on my own since my roomate is not around. it is just 30 minutes with just 2 songs playing continuosly. (saviour king and you are my strength)

SAVIOUR KING
Let now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead
Let now the poor stand and confess
That my portion is Him and I'm more than blessed

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good

Let now your church shine as the bride
That you soar in your heart as you offered up your life
Let now the lost be welcomed home
By the saved and redeemed those adopted as your own

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good
You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin

I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good
You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin

I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

update

hey peeps! yes it has been a long time since CNY. my sem's gonna finish end of this month.. time flies.
and its scaring me. its gonna b my second year in college end of this year and i felt like i'd just signed up for my course yesterday. i missed taiping alot. people say dat once i go to KL, i dont have the feeling of going back to my hometown anymore which is NOT TRUE. enough of crap.

so, i went for a movie today. CLASH OF THE TITANS. i was very excited cos it *sounds* nice. the movie was good. a lil' unclear on whos fighting who in the scorpion scene cos its a abit shaky and dizzy. if you have watched Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief, you might get some information on the gods which kinda helps but you will also be confused because in COTT, Percy or percues, is Zeus' son. however in PJaTLT, he's Poseidon's son. hmm... the background story of both version of movie of Medusa was a lil' different. one portrays that Medusa was innocent the other says that everything's sort of medusa's fault..
to get ur facts straight, pls google. hehe

lastly, i spent too much today. need to cut my expenditure or else i'd overspend this month. its crazy. i know.

CNY

first, i was stuck in the traffic for 6 hours trying to get back to Taiping (my hometown). WHY? cos every1's going back home as well no thanks to the long holidays. so, not only chinese people r going home. so there u go.
travelled from KLIA at approx. 10pm and reached home about 4am in the morning.. hell man.
apparently everyone travels at night now n every1's also heading north. it was quite empty on the other side of the highway.

anyways, i knw dat most people have reunion*dinner* but my family have reunion lunch AND dinner as well.
all my cousins, nieces n aunts were home too. so for the reunion lunch, it'll be at my house. so my mom had to cook alot of stuff since every1's coming over. =)
the FOOD was awesome.. and the fellowship was great. everyone was having a great time.
so, after they went home, i started making some unfinished cookies n snacks dat i asked my mom to make for CNY.. then, i ate those mandarin oranges like nobody's business. (hehe) oh yeah, i was in time to catch a movie at the cinema with my brothers..which was Wolfman. not good. i almost slept in the cinema. =.="

anyways, i had reunion dinner in my late grandma's house with the same group of people. we did the "low sang" thingy.. it was fun n hilarious..my cousins crack the jokes most of the time.hahaha. i dun like to eat the yee sang thingy anyway. too sweet. and as usual, it was hot as hell during the eve of cny. no a/c in the house..cos my mom said we'll tend to on it every single day. =.=

n when i was bz doin my cookies.. n when the clock struck 12am n when everyone's excited to greet the CNY, the whole housing area in my garden black-ed out. W.T.F?! it was pitch-dark. not forgetting it's the hottest days of the year. everyone was hanging outside the house..cos its so warm in the house. n people were playing fireworks n they are the really nice ones.. =)

the electricity came on at about 3am n everyone went to sleep right away. HAHA.

1st day of CNY. i woke up at 12pm.haha. go collect my ang paos n went home straight away. not staying any longer at my relative's home cos its hot like hell. watched another movie with my brothers in the cinema again---- 14 blades. it was nice. then spent the whole night watching tv n eat n eat n eat n eat..munch munch munch..hehe

2nd day? went to penang to send my 2nd brother back to the ship to work.. how sad. later i went to emma's open house.. more food..! hahaha. CNY is also about eating btw. din spend much time with my friends this time being home cos its cny n its hard to get the whole family altogether at home. 1 week break is definitely not enough for me. anyways, i did meet up with a group of friends n had to let down another group of friends cos the timing was not right. =(
hopefully i get to meet them during my next sembreak. =)
we didnt even have time to play badminton n karaoke. that's how packed my schedule was.

oh yeah, went to my schoolmate's wedding on 2nd day on CNY. congrats hui kean! =)
met so many of my ex-schmates.
it is true dat weddings n funerals(touch wood) always bring people together.

i guess i'll stop here.. if not this post will be like so freaking long.haha.

random everyday *rungutan*

woke up in the morning feeling like..not p.diddy. but the lazy-ness of goin for class 2day. Y? cos
1. its the only class for today
2. i dun wanna waste rm4 for bus
3. n the tutorial wud b boring and class wud end earlier than expected. so..yeah.

BUT im suppose to go to Sg. Wang today with a few friends after class and shop for a nice scarf OR (not and) shawl. i waited at the bus stop for 1hour++ b4 the damn U82 bus came. it was hot n humid n people honking, jam, lorries passing by..etc2 results to a minor headache. i tot of skipping the class n walk back home n sleep for a while. (im not getting enough sleep nowadays.

the bus came after awhile. n by the time i reach college, im almost 50mins late. n then i saw one of my coursemate at the KPD A (waiting for bus). then i realize that class was over. WTF??!

then raymond texted me n told me it was postponed to 3pm (shopping at sg. wang). i was like.. okay...fine... n i was windering what im gonna do in that 3-hour gap.

thank God for Rachel..hahahahahaha. she had a four hour gap b4 her next class. since both of us had so much time to kill, we decided to go mid valley, eat lunch n shop a little..

ate at Nando's. more worth it than kenny rogers but i prefer the chicken at KR. haha
then saw a few nice shirts at PDI but only bought one of them(no money ady la..)

then i saw a few nice shawls..only for rm20.. then there's another 1 which is about rm39. the material's quite the same. anyways, i took the cheaper 1.

then i MADE rachel buy some clothes. 3 actually. wow.. im good at persuading ppl to buy clothes..haha.

i found all the stuff i needed at midvalley so i tot mayb i shud go home n sleep instead of goin sg. wang. but anyway, i went thr also la.. with raymond, raymond's sister n alex. i dun really like sg. wang.its not the shops n boutique that i dun like but the environment n the walking pathway was very narrow. then later we walked to Pavillion. nice place. but expensive stuff.but raymond shopped quite alot thr.. so yeah, i got myself some manicure stuff as well.

i totally forgot about dinner n fortunately i was not feeling hungry.. (mayb i drank too much water..) hahahaha. anyways, cant wait to go back taiping n celebrate CNY..although i stil dun have the cny mood in me yet. cant wait to meet my friends n tpg as well.. but i will also miss my friends in college. hopefully CNY wud b fun... have a nice day =)