Friends?

i am really shocked that how people can change from a decent schoolgirl to a selfish self-centered person who can just do anything to get whatever he/she wants. seriously, i dont need a friend like this. i do not hate you, but i just dont wanna be around with you dat much. You might say forgive with open hearts, minds or whatever shit thr is, but what is open heart when u trash other people again in public or to other friends? SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?

who are you to judge other people? you are not God. hypocrite.

anyways, lets put this aside,

i love the days when i was in form five when i found some of my best friends but unfortunately it does not last cos when they have new friends, they eventually forgot about you. i suppose we're very immature at dat time.

i found my BFFs in form6. its a good thing that i transferred to King Edward school. i was first worried cos only like 4 or 5 people that i know from convent decided to be transfered from DB. but it was a great experience meeting new people from all different schools. it definitely opened up a whole new level of seeing things differently with so many different people. If i were to stick in DB, i think i will just know the few frens that i knew from Convent or maybe 1 or 2 new frens.

i feel like form 6 is a great way to built up the maturity of thinking in a person. cos i really start to see things differently, accepting who they are n what they are. some friends maybe be bad in some other things like eg. relationships. but they are still my best friends when we come together. we dont judge people that much. we accept who they are. well, unless they betrayed us or back-stabbed but it nvr happened tho.

we have so many things to talk about if we were having a small gathering or watsoever. but i were to be with my form5 classmates, i feel like i have nothing to talk about. even with my used-to-be best friends which now became my hi-howareyou-bye friends.

it is totally diferent with my friends in form6. when we c each other, we were like all so excited and cant wait to start the conversation like thr's so much to talk about. we go for trips together and we seriously enjoy ourselves very much. you know who you are ;)

college friends! haha. always plan benda x jadi jadi. =.=" but u guys are still my great friends! hahahahaha