HE is my strength

it has been a while since i go to church, i think about 3 weeks.. i really felt that ive lost touch with God for a long time and have not read his words in a while. i was so down today (on the inside), so preassurized like i really lost hope and i have no mood at all to study or do anything. thr's a point when i felt like giving up everything but i have my parents to think of. so, dat sort of keep me away from those thoughts for a moment.

since i had no intention of studying or watsoever, i decided to go look for random videos on youtube.
then, i heard this song:

You are my strength
Strength like no other
Strength like no other
Reaches to me

You are my hope
Hope like no other
Hope like no other
Reaches to me

In the fullness of Your grace
In the power of Your Name
You lift me up
You lift me up

Unfailing love
Stronger than mountains
Deeper than oceans
Reaches to me

Your love O Lord
Reaches to the heavens
Your faithfulness
Reaches to the skies

it is an amazing song. it just pop out the right time when i realy needed motivation and support.
these lyrics are just like God talking to me. He is my strength, he is my hope and i know i can count on HIM.
I will put all my faith n trust in HIM and he will lift me up and reach out to me.

then i decided to have a short session of worship on my own since my roomate is not around. it is just 30 minutes with just 2 songs playing continuosly. (saviour king and you are my strength)

SAVIOUR KING
Let now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead
Let now the poor stand and confess
That my portion is Him and I'm more than blessed

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good

Let now your church shine as the bride
That you soar in your heart as you offered up your life
Let now the lost be welcomed home
By the saved and redeemed those adopted as your own

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good
You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin

I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good
You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin

I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king