Monday, 9 August 2010

another bad day.

slept at 5am n woke up at 7.30am. bad idea.
actually i woke up at 7.20 thanks to my mom =.="
she woke me up n told me it was 7.30am already. wth. i did put my alarm on. please dont wake me up before dat. ugh. 10minutes of sleep means alot to me.

anyways, i was suppose to play piano this morning in church. i had a feeling dat im gonna screw it badly and i did. *sigh* i think this time's the worst ive played. potong stim terus. the backup singers were singing in different timing all of a sudden. wth?
gosh. i was hoping dat the service wud end asap. i felt so freaking discouraged. somehow everythin does not sound right.
i felt really2 bad. i just kept quiet anyway.

back home, i was really tired, n i slept for quite awhile trying to forget all the not-so-good stuff dat happened to me. and Chelsea just lost the COmmunity Shield. wtf.

i hope the plan to Hillsong is gonna work out andi'll will be going with Linda and Ern Wei. so its gonna be a blast. i hope.

n im ffk-ed. again.

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