Getting it right?

Get It Right by Lea Michelle
An Original Song from Glee

what have i done?
i wish i could run,
away from this ship going under
just trying to help
hurt everyone else
now i feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

what can you do when your good isn’t good enough
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions
keep making a mess of things,
i just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?

can i start again, with my fate shaken?
cause i can’t go back and undo this
i just have to stay and face mistakes,
but if i get stronger and wiser, i’ll get through this

what can you do when you’re good isn’t good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
i just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

so i throw up my fists, throw a punch in the air,
and accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair!
yeah, i’ll send down a wish and i’ll send up a prayer
and then finally someone will see how much i care

what can you do when you’re good isn’t good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
i just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

awesome song. simple lyrics but it meant alot to me :)

check out the video here, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7qHYuVDIYY

Little getaways

yes! im going for not only a vacation but 3 at least! which r confirmed until nao.
so im goin to be very very broke by the start of next year's 1st sem. hahahaha
already book ticket to Krabi, Thailand! (wohooo~) with my friends ;)

Then, gonna go K.Kinabalu with sushan, intan, nisha n phuimun!in January. awesome shit!
cant wait. <3

and my mom asked me to accompany her to go to Hatyai, Thailand in December. wohhhh niceee

plus, mms is having retreat. heard its gonna b in redang. but we'll c how it goes.

:D

Shattered

heart broken so many times and yet i cant tell anyone about it.
I thought i had moved on and forget about it but it comes back every time i see it.
i wish i wasnt such an idiot previously. there are so many things that i wish i never did. i guess dats the only thing i regret the most in my life.
it wouldnt have ended up being like this.

Jealousy is also a killer. damnit. i wish thr's someone i could share everything with without any hesitation or boundaries. i guess i can only keep it to myself n God.
am i ready for a new relationship? i dont even know. i guess i'll just die alone then.

Awesome NYE!

well, normally i dont really celebrate NYE cos i'll be in church for Watchnight Service which starts around 1030 n ends around 12- 1am. it's kinda like a solemn one for reflection n testimonies.

So this year, i decided to celebrate NYE in Penang! along with some of my best friends..
so, on the 31st(despite the flu n sore throat), took a bus with keong to Penang, meet Vimal at USM and oh yeah, im staying in the usm hostel.
One of Vimal's friend was kind enough to let me stay in her room (thankyou!) so i got the whole room to myself. :D

Went to USM's PC Fair and bought my laptop a cooler pad.(wanted to buy dat long time ago)
Met ee vonne at the PC fair as well.
oh, and a cambodian guy name try(pronounced as tree) hhehe

Then after dat went for a surprise random weird (watever u can think of) haircut, wash n blow for freaking RM3!! awesome shit i tell u.
and the washing part was awesome. <3
the haircut was okay.. im still getting used to it.. haha

then we went shopping at Queensbay Mall! Met Natalie in the bus while we were getting down. so it was just hi-bye.

shopping was good, but i did not buy anything! (believe it or not) ahahaha
i knw.. surprising rite? n Vimal shopped the most instead of us. LOL

then we head back to hostel around 8 to get ready for club in Upper Penang Road(UPR). Left at 830 n bcos of the jam, we reach kinda late lah.. around 930+-

UPR was so packed cos dats where all the clubs are cluttered into. oh, then we met Ram at the E&O hotel cos he was going to join us.

There were 8 of us, me, vimal, try, natalie,ram, keong and ee vonne. Chris came later to join us.
So, we went to scout afew of the clubs. MOIS was super packed, so was Slippery Senoritas. (cover charge RM50! expensive giler) Plus, we have to open at least 2 bottles. so we went Fame instead. hahah. They let us in without cover charge (afs!)

Fame's music was good. although u knw.. they just have to slip in at least 20mins or more of techno music.. but thankgod it was towards the end. hehe. oh, we had a bottle of chivas n 1 bucket of beer. i was VERY SOBER. so no worries people! i know my limits. :)
keong was drunk. seriously omg. damn potong stim tho. he started vomiting n couldnt even walk properly. gosh.

Try(tree) got hangovers the next day. it was funny. cos he looked very sober after club. hahahah. surprisingly, keong had no hungovers.

oh, went to queensbay again in the afternoon. i finally bought something! hahah. 3 tshirts n a tanktop. :D

all in all it was a freaking awesome trip and NYE celebration. awesome club. awesome food, shopping n everything. Thank you so much guys!! <3

Holidays!

finals - DONE.
cant wait for christmas to come. :D
in the meantime, im gonna spend like a week after finals in KL.
so, decided to fill it with lots of activities b4 i start rotting in the room. ahahaha

These were my initial plan:
Sunday - Drink at Overtime n b4 dat cook awesome spaghetti n celebrate my hausmate's bday
Monday to wednesday - Go penang with (ray, nic, lissa, sam&bf)
Thurs to Sat - Go melaka with (shereen, gayle, luc)
Sat nite - Family dinner (aunt's bday)
Sunday - chill and swim at my brother's place in Puchong
Monday - head back to taiping

awesome plan rite?
but din really turn out the way i want it to be.

penang was cancelled. so all the plans have to reschedule

sunday - go PD n Melaka with ray, cass, nic, lissa, michele n a fren
Monday - hausmate's bday/cook
tuesday - went nisha's place with intan n nic to swim then went shopping
wed- PACKING FOR MELAKA N TAIPING (IT WAS HELL)
thursday to sat - melaka :D

cant wait to go back taiping tho..
this time im going back like damn late
balik je, next day have to go caroling ady. (hopefully i remember my parts XD)

anyways, i wish everyone a blessed Christmas and a Happy-No-Resolution-New-Year. :D

Laser Tag!

new laser tag arena at mid valley! its at the same floor as the GSC cinema but its on the other end (north court).

about 6 person a team i guess. (can be less)

more info, check out www.galacticlaser.com

closing the chapter

its almost the end of another sem. n i juz feel like i started the sem like a month ago. this sem is kinda awesome actually cos im like hanging out alot and for the 1st time ever, i dont feel like staying at home. but, it does get slightly over-powered by my emo-ness which started at the earlier part of the sem.
anyways, i had my AWESOME-MEST 21st birthday ever. cant thank you enough ppl!
finally get to swim @nisha's place <3
drink quite alot.. well more than usual.
get to know more awesome frens cos of HMN2 <3
officially club-ed
lost a little weight! <3 *awesome*
but hate the emo part.
and srm is a killer!
dat final assgt was my longest streak ever. started doin at 1pm until 6.30am the next day. wth rite? and got up at 8.30 for comm theory class which i shudve skipped. ugh.
but finishing srm is like taking off 3/4 of the burden! hahahah!

to be continued after finals. hehe.