pathetic

i am pathetic.
thr's some point in life dat i often think dat why am i here. i wish i never existed and stuff. and this is it. idk how im gonna deal with this shit but hopefully i'll get over it asap. cos ive been emo for more than a week. almost 2 nao. n i have a feeling dat its gonna last for a very very long time. fml. i blame no one..for now. haha

im so addicted to this song rite nao.

Just a Dream by Nelly

I was thinking about her (him)
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

this is just one part of the song. go hear it in youtube.

*sigh*
emo sial.

Twenty One!!

im officially 21 and im feeling old. but mom said im still very kid-dy. wth. =.=
anyways, had a blast for my bday. barbecue n club. thing just cant be better than this. awesome night indeed. celebrated with close friends in college n my crazy housemates! hahaha. skipped 8am class..its wayy too impossible to wake up so early to go to class.

anyways, i havent celebrated my bday in years. so, this is freaking awesome.
ok i talk too much.







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