Craziest weekend ever!

this has to be THE Craziest Weekend ive EVER been through

Friday evening, dinner at Sunway Piramid then moved on to Club at Republic till 4am
Reached home at 4.30am.
woke up at 6.15am
went for the BHP 11KM run at 7AM. (the run was fun though although i doubtd dat i'd be able to finish it cos i slept like less than 2hours =.=)

came home, at almost 11am, slept for a while.
woke up at 130pm went for lunch and then line up for MTV WORLD STAGE under the hot sun.

concert ended at about 12am with 15000 other people.

go pick up a friend at the train station the next day..

then flew to krabi, thailand the day after.

so hectic! but i loved it! huahahahha

life is good. (at that time)

crazy weekend

last Friday was suppose to be the busiest day. but as usual some plans cancelled in the morning n nite. anyways, i get to sleep more. so its fine. :D
went to MMS meeting around 12pm. saw the halloween buttons. damn happy. hahahaha
anyways, halloween's around the corner so, we're organizing a halloween party in college n its gonna be freaking awesome!
after dat, went for 2pm class. got a bit frustrated n confused cos i still cant understand the 3rd assgt, so does most of the people in class! hahahahah.

Went to swim after class at nisha's place. need to release stress >.<
i wanted to have Sushi Zanmai actually but the queue is so freaking long..
so, me, intan, nisha n nic went sakae instead. the food was 'ok'. i'd still prefer Zanmai or even sushi king. hehehehe

Then, went to kacau intan at her shop! ngehehehe. well, just chillin' la actually.
went home around 11+ i think. Then i was like so freaking tired cos, im out the whole day but its good. =)

i was sleeping soundly around 12+ and suddenly these guys (julius, sushan, kc, liangyew aka cumface) came knocking on my door so freaking loud! i had to wake up. gosh! i was really deep into sleep.
then kena force go choy kee yamcha. >.<
i think somehow they r pretty high..but duno wat made them high tho. LOL
so, ended up in choy kee with sushan, kc, cumface, julius n glaiza. ate INDOMEE GORENG! AWESOME SHIT I TELL YOU. best indomee goreng around my area.
then we started to talk crap as usual. total crap. nothing serious in the whole 3 hour conversation at all. WTF rite? oh, then saw andy s well in choy kee after his gaming stuff in blitz. LOL

went home around 5am. >.< then fell on the bed n slept. too tired to say anything. hahaha.
woke up around 9.30am.. not enough sleep! but the maintenance guy gotta fix the a/c. so yeah. n nisha's here already to do the deco for HALLOWEEN.
all girls came in the morning. so we had our work done wwaaaayyyy faster than usual.
it was fun. then later the guys came, all went lazy n play monopoly cards. hahahahah!
Later, we went banana leaf rest for dinner but i wasnt eating cos somehow, i was emo-ing real bad. so, no appetite.

back at home, everyone was super lazy. hahahaha. damn funny. anyways, everything sort of ended around 12.30am. n sushan n i kinda slept around 1.30am. surprising eh? but i really had 2 looonnnggg and tiring days but its all good =)

pathetic

i am pathetic.
thr's some point in life dat i often think dat why am i here. i wish i never existed and stuff. and this is it. idk how im gonna deal with this shit but hopefully i'll get over it asap. cos ive been emo for more than a week. almost 2 nao. n i have a feeling dat its gonna last for a very very long time. fml. i blame no one..for now. haha

im so addicted to this song rite nao.

Just a Dream by Nelly

I was thinking about her (him)
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

this is just one part of the song. go hear it in youtube.

*sigh*
emo sial.

Friends?

i am really shocked that how people can change from a decent schoolgirl to a selfish self-centered person who can just do anything to get whatever he/she wants. seriously, i dont need a friend like this. i do not hate you, but i just dont wanna be around with you dat much. You might say forgive with open hearts, minds or whatever shit thr is, but what is open heart when u trash other people again in public or to other friends? SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?

who are you to judge other people? you are not God. hypocrite.

anyways, lets put this aside,

i love the days when i was in form five when i found some of my best friends but unfortunately it does not last cos when they have new friends, they eventually forgot about you. i suppose we're very immature at dat time.

i found my BFFs in form6. its a good thing that i transferred to King Edward school. i was first worried cos only like 4 or 5 people that i know from convent decided to be transfered from DB. but it was a great experience meeting new people from all different schools. it definitely opened up a whole new level of seeing things differently with so many different people. If i were to stick in DB, i think i will just know the few frens that i knew from Convent or maybe 1 or 2 new frens.

i feel like form 6 is a great way to built up the maturity of thinking in a person. cos i really start to see things differently, accepting who they are n what they are. some friends maybe be bad in some other things like eg. relationships. but they are still my best friends when we come together. we dont judge people that much. we accept who they are. well, unless they betrayed us or back-stabbed but it nvr happened tho.

we have so many things to talk about if we were having a small gathering or watsoever. but i were to be with my form5 classmates, i feel like i have nothing to talk about. even with my used-to-be best friends which now became my hi-howareyou-bye friends.

it is totally diferent with my friends in form6. when we c each other, we were like all so excited and cant wait to start the conversation like thr's so much to talk about. we go for trips together and we seriously enjoy ourselves very much. you know who you are ;)

college friends! haha. always plan benda x jadi jadi. =.=" but u guys are still my great friends! hahahahaha

Lost my 4year-old cellphone

*sigh* i lost my cellphone today, while hanging at Starbucks. i searched everywhr for it but its gone. i was pretty frustrated n depressed cos

1. i bought dat phone with my OWN money
2. it is 4 years old (although it is not worth much nowadays, it has a great sentimental value to me)
3. i have over 400 contact numbers in my phone (not mentioning all the pictures)
im gonna have a hard time collectin them back

gosh! im so fucked up. it has been a bad year so far. i lost my two of the most important things

1. my purse - in January
2. my Phone - Today. EFF.
3. my PTPTN got rejected

probably i'll just use some cheap 60bucks phone for the time being. i dont even have a replacement phone rite now.
i might just fall apart anytime. and im going to be 'botak' soon. =.="
my hair keep falling off like crazy. maybe im just too stressed out or depressed.
nobody's gonna understand. so, i might as well keep it to myself then or i think im just gonna whine complain n write all this shit in my blog. lol

Above all, i still put my faith n trust in God that He has a plan for me and He will make my paths straight. =)

cheers~

goodbye 1st year.

today's the last day of the short semester. time flies, yeah. i had four presentations and so many reports to finish but all went well. so, thank God. seriously. cos i tot i was gonna screw one badly but instead the marks were way wayyyy better than i expected.
For now, im pretty sure ive passed all my subjects based on my assgt marks so i'll just have to work hard for the finals hoping that i'll get an A or at least a B.

anyways, had the last lunch for this sem with Hwan, Phui Man, a-new-friend(cant remember her name. ps: i suck at names. so yeah), sushan, nisha, rubha, intan and rachel. it was fun. its been a long time since we had lunch with so many people. cos normally its just like 4 of us.

i cant believe im going into 2nd year next semester (and my PTPTN belum sampai!! WTF?!). i felt like i juz enrolled for my course like last month or sumthin. im still working on what to take for minor cos i flipped thru econs book in the library. looks kinda hard cos i thought of minoring in finance or sumthin so i can work as investor relations. but now i have second thoughts. no idea whether i can manage it or not.

i still cant believe its been a year. hahaha.
cant wait to finish my finals n go party n then get home! =)

SIXTY-FOUR

wats with the title? LOL. its my 64th blog post actually.
anyways, started my new sem 2 weeks ago and im already having a group assignment due-ing this friday. scaryyy..
3 subjects in short sem might turn out to be bad. but so far i still can catch up with my lecturers. thr's so much to do in a month. assgt due dates, quiz, presentation n finals!! gosh. pls do cross ur fingers for me. thankyou. =)

oh yea, i went for the blood donation thingy last week. i was excited and at the same time, thr's always the "fear" of the needles occuring every minute. i used me persuasion skills to persuade Intan to join me.hahaha. so we both went for it. oh btw, this is my second time donating blood.

it went well for me but not Intan. Apparently her blood is not flowing, got stuck.hahaha. then the nurses had to take out the needle n put it in again.eeeeeee..freaking scary. anyways, she decided to not continue.

after dat, i went hunting for free food at the back (hehe) n then decided to skip my last class n go home. i was a little uncomfy. so i go up the stairs+SSSSS to take a bus home. i was like "oh shit! i think im gonna faint anytime". i told intan i had to take a seat at mcd's cos i have the feeling im gonna pass out anytime.

and yes, b4 i could reach MCd's, i PASSED OUT! gosh. i shudnt have taken the stairs so early.. intan had a serious shock and still in trauma until the next day. i tot it was funny cos she was really freaking out. hahahahha.

i think i was OFF for about 2 minutes but i managed to sit down on the pavement.
oh yeah, n guess wat. Mahsa College(nursing college) was just next door and there r so many students walking pass us and nobody offered any help when my friend asked.
the nursing student juz asked what happend and walked away. WTF?! u guys seriously suck! Poor Intan..hehehe. but luckily thr was sumbody elder helping. thanks!

later then, i took a cab home with INTAN. oh yea, thank you so much for 'teman-ning' me..hehehehe

anyways, thr's gonna be a huge event coming the next 2 weeks. NTV7 is coming to college to audition for newscaster and giving a talk on internships n stuff.
me, nisha n intan's gonna be incharge for the event. so hopefully its gonna be fun..haha oh yea, they have a big truck coming in with games n some fun thing going on outside. cant wait!

JUNE is gonna be super busy cos lotsa things happening n events n assignments n 6 birthday babies. well, since we college student are kinda poor, (hehe) we decided to have a pool party to celebrate all 6 together. awesome! save cost. hahahahaha.
im very excited for it n will definitely blog n upload pics. so wait for it!

looking foward to sixty-five!

update

hey peeps! yes it has been a long time since CNY. my sem's gonna finish end of this month.. time flies.
and its scaring me. its gonna b my second year in college end of this year and i felt like i'd just signed up for my course yesterday. i missed taiping alot. people say dat once i go to KL, i dont have the feeling of going back to my hometown anymore which is NOT TRUE. enough of crap.

so, i went for a movie today. CLASH OF THE TITANS. i was very excited cos it *sounds* nice. the movie was good. a lil' unclear on whos fighting who in the scorpion scene cos its a abit shaky and dizzy. if you have watched Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief, you might get some information on the gods which kinda helps but you will also be confused because in COTT, Percy or percues, is Zeus' son. however in PJaTLT, he's Poseidon's son. hmm... the background story of both version of movie of Medusa was a lil' different. one portrays that Medusa was innocent the other says that everything's sort of medusa's fault..
to get ur facts straight, pls google. hehe

lastly, i spent too much today. need to cut my expenditure or else i'd overspend this month. its crazy. i know.