idk

im waiting for the day dat i will have a mental breakdown. some how i feel dat it is coming soon.

so many things spinning in my head.
sometimes idk whether what im doing is what i want to achieve or is it just me trying to make myself feel better by assuming things are doing fine.

too many things in head dat i need to get rid of.
n i need to get out of this hell hole. help?

work!

i applied for a-day work at the Dutch Lady Milk Campaign. the pay was good and the working hours was short. hehehe
it was a huge event with a few famous celebrities as the ambassador of different flavoured milk.

Moo Melon - Amber Chia
Sweet Corn - Faizal Tahir
Red Bean - Ziana Zain
Caramel and Toffee - Zafuan and Zaquan (Malaysian twin footballers)

it was a fun event, enjoyed it very much! hehe
tasted all the different flavour of milk. I like them all. but melon milk couldve been better! the most vote casted for one of those flavours will be in the market soon.
The winner was Corn Milk! The results were kinda obvious cos of Faizal n sweet corn is really nice actually..

My job was pretty easy actually. i juz had to learn the cheer-dance for my flavour (which is Caramel Toffee) and dance on stage together with the mascot.. it was hilarious.. then most of the time i'll be following the mascot everywhr n cheer for Caramel toffee!

Here's a picture of me n the mascot:



and this is my cheer-leading partner! hehe




all the mascots! they are so adorable!! <3



manage to take a picture with the awesome Faizal Tahir ! totally made my day :D



check out more pictures in my facebook!

ipoh trip 1.0

went to ipoh on monday with my mom cos its my grandma's 1st death anniversary. i was hesitating whether to go or not. but i went anyway.

ate like a pig. :(
gone all my diet-ing effort. >.<




This icy thing tasted awesome. i cant tell the flavor of the ice tho. i think its lychee.. there's honeydew n watermelon and lots of jelly underneath the pile of ice.
abd finally a slice of lemon to add some sour-ness to quench thirst. must try if ur at woolley food court in Ipoh :)



saw this shirt in FOS..haha kinda cute. n FOS in ipoh is waaaayyyyyy cheaper than FOS in KL. y arent they the same? =.=
i saw the same tank top which they sold in kl, 3 for rm45
but now in ipoh its 3 for rm11.. wth?!



dim sum for breakfast! nice one but so expensive to eat dim sum nowadays..




awesome bak chang frm the market in ipoh! so niceeeee..! only rm3.50. cheaper than taiping weh.. oh yeah, n the awesome signature kg simee egg tarts also freaking nice.. :D must try!

zSHARE - Recording _4_.amr

zSHARE - Recording _4_.amr

its been a long time since i last played in church cos i moved to kl to study.
so, this week i finally get the chance to play again in church! :D

n i decided to record the whole worship session for fun. hehehe
but the quality abit suck la cos use phone recorder only. :P

sequence of the songs,

1.Did you feel the mountains Tremble
2.Great awakening
3.We'll walk the land - this song the beat was abit off. u might wanna skip this song. hahahahaha
4.Won't you Lord
5.People Need the Lord

Getting it right?

Get It Right by Lea Michelle
An Original Song from Glee

what have i done?
i wish i could run,
away from this ship going under
just trying to help
hurt everyone else
now i feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

what can you do when your good isn’t good enough
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions
keep making a mess of things,
i just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?

can i start again, with my fate shaken?
cause i can’t go back and undo this
i just have to stay and face mistakes,
but if i get stronger and wiser, i’ll get through this

what can you do when you’re good isn’t good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
i just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

so i throw up my fists, throw a punch in the air,
and accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair!
yeah, i’ll send down a wish and i’ll send up a prayer
and then finally someone will see how much i care

what can you do when you’re good isn’t good enough?
and all that you touch tumbles down?
cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things,
i just wanna fix it somehow
but how many times will it take?
oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

awesome song. simple lyrics but it meant alot to me :)

check out the video here, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7qHYuVDIYY

Little getaways

yes! im going for not only a vacation but 3 at least! which r confirmed until nao.
so im goin to be very very broke by the start of next year's 1st sem. hahahaha
already book ticket to Krabi, Thailand! (wohooo~) with my friends ;)

Then, gonna go K.Kinabalu with sushan, intan, nisha n phuimun!in January. awesome shit!
cant wait. <3

and my mom asked me to accompany her to go to Hatyai, Thailand in December. wohhhh niceee

plus, mms is having retreat. heard its gonna b in redang. but we'll c how it goes.

:D

Shattered

heart broken so many times and yet i cant tell anyone about it.
I thought i had moved on and forget about it but it comes back every time i see it.
i wish i wasnt such an idiot previously. there are so many things that i wish i never did. i guess dats the only thing i regret the most in my life.
it wouldnt have ended up being like this.

Jealousy is also a killer. damnit. i wish thr's someone i could share everything with without any hesitation or boundaries. i guess i can only keep it to myself n God.
am i ready for a new relationship? i dont even know. i guess i'll just die alone then.